Distaste for the human species

 

• Why care for the human animal? When it was one of the human animals that tried to kill me at the age of six months.
• Why care for the human animal? When at the age of five or six a human animal returned me to the one who attempted to murder me at the age of six months.
• Why care for the human animal? When the one who gave birth to me continued to physically and mentally abuse me.
• Why care for the human animal? When the human animals who were supposed to protect me continued to return me to the beast.
• Why care for the human animal? When at the age of nine or ten other human animals were taking out their sexual aggressions/desires on me.
• Why care for the human animal? When at the tender age of thirteen I attempted to take my own life to escape the pain endured up to that point.
• Why care for the human animal? When at the age of thirteen or fourteen I was being treated as a science experiment by the pharmaceutical companies and their sidekicks the psychiatric society.
• Why care for the human animal? When at the age of fourteen I developed coping skills that would not allow me to receive or give love. Because by that point I had been torn away from so many different people that I got tired of the pain associated with pouring your heart out to foster parents, foster siblings, group home staff, and group home peers lets not forget the hospital and shelter staff and peers and then just when I thought a real relationship was about to take root . The state thought the murders where ready to have another try at me.
• Why care for the human animal? When the human species only truly cares about his or her own self gain and survival.
• Why care for the human animal? When it was the animal that mislead and misguided me from the age of six months to the age of thirty five years old at which time I began to receive a real understanding of the human animals general behaviors and actions.